what color is my hair

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please answer my poll




| trick | 9:50 PM >>?<< |
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chris: omg its 8:23! that clock is broken y0...it says it's 8:23"
me: thats the date yo.
chris: oh my bad!...
everyone: LOL

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SJSU
my my my. wut a day. lets ee i woke up at 7. um chris picked me up. went to sjsu. it wuz like freshman icebreaker thingies. god... omg! i never knew how much fine girls can be at school and thats not even the whole student body... on one of the icebreakers ooOooh lalala... one of the chix i thought wuz hot.. gave me a hug.. like during part of the game n sed i had dope hair! ^_^.. then other cute girls gave meeh hugs.. WEEEH!. wut else... my hair drew a LOT of attention.. i expected but not THAT much. lol. also now since its bleached.. wen i spike it.. its really.. hard straight n spikey. KOOL! sumwere in that freshie orientation i got compliments like "i like yer hair" , "ur hairs really kool" "you have nice eyes" whoa! havent heard that one in hella days. "nice smile"... hmm.. i kno two girls thought i wuz cute... cuz ya i guess i had eye contact wit this one chix n then in the corner of my eye i read her lips saying "hey that guys cute huh" n her friend smiled n nodded... ^_^.. im going to love san jose state... oh ya. then i checked this one girl out who wuz a cheerleader to find out shes my friend apple =X.. i wuznt slick cuz she saw! but smiled n laughed... i got my classics dirty no matter what. n um.. i went home cuz i thought adrienne wuz comin down so i assumed.. ooOoh heres my chance yet again. but didnt happen... oh well rite. so i went back to state... only paying for one book... played pool wit chris... OH! n meeh / jimmy / chris starting doin a poll... What color is my hair? we got.. aqua... blue... green... turquoise... teal... safron?... honda blue teal.. i forgot ill post it later... n im gettin a rep for myself already.. wen i came back to sjsu all the spirit team guys were going to the parking lot.. n like had that face "oh hey! its the [insert color choice here] guy"... one word.
indeed

edit: i messed up.. hehe happy chris

| trick | 7:23 PM >>?<< |
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HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I HATE MY PARENTS!!!!!!!! they always fuckin change their words on me. They NEVER live up to what they say. BMW... THEN "MY" civic MY own car. but no. im not insureed under it so its my "MOMS" car. i cant even drive it to school because its "DOWNTOWN". WHAT THE MOTHER FUCKIN SHIT IS THAT! MOTHER FUCKER! The whole point of me getting a new car is because of SCHOOL. Parents "BETRAY" THEIR WORD. FUCKIN I HATE EM. HATE EM HATE EM HATE EM. i hope someone distroys my white civic today. I just hope that happens so i can get my fuckin car back. STUPID ASS SHIT. FUCK THEM FUCK THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!! my paradise is where i could live somewhere far away. Just wit my buddiez... oliver, chris, adrienne, crys... were i wouldnt have to worry bout things ne more. GOD DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WUT THE FUCK.... the whole plan wuz to get everything "THEY" wanted. they saved for a bmmer but then since they remodeled the house they get a civic... WHY? CUZ ITS ASS LOOKS LIKE A FUCKIN BMW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it wuz never my car to begin wit... FUCK I HATE EM...
I HATE EM... IM SO FUCKIN DEAD SERIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EDIT: sorry i jus had to vent....

| trick | 7:58 AM >>?<< |
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hair day!

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the day wuz bad... woke up early to find out i couldnt leave the house cuz rents were gone so i have to watch the kids. i go dentist.. then pawn shop to find out they only take jewelry.. NO!.later on the day passes.. i ask my dad for money but only for tomorow NO!.... ooOOooh... then i lost hope. i gave up. like five mins after. crys calls me up. asks wut im doin. n she goes. "are you still down for your hair cuz me and adrienne want to see your hair blue so we'll help u"
=D
my god! wen i heard that i wuz like WOW.... they're so cool!... omg! forillz. so ya crys comes n while i wait i go the gym n get a fade cuz thats the only time i could. i met up wit them.. but i didnt like leavin my hair so fluffy.. so i decided to wear my old white beanie... but then wut i wore didnt match.. so i had to change it ALL around yet again!... came to crys' car then we took off. off to oakrige... walgreens... tk noodle... n then my house again... then started the hair stuff... ya.. hmm
while we done this we watched training day.. hahah its so dope. then um after i bleached my hair rite i washed it out n blowdried it. something that didnt happen last time did.. well u try to figure it out... then dyed it blue.. it came out green but oh well... i like it crys really likes it adrienne thinks its cute josh thinks its dope n billy thinks is hella koo... so job well done!... then as i hopped to make the night better... it got screwed up... it sux... but.. i say this

im going to miss you adrienne...
even though i kno imma see u at cyberfest but still...
imma miss u... *kiss*

EDIT: for pictures of my hair color from brown - blueish.greenish. go to crys blog.. if your too lazy to go click on the menu its here

| trick | 2:02 AM >>?<< |
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i got high...

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haha i actually cant do this blog.. i dont remember much...except i think being in the car witseems like forever. i now remember adrienne climbin over me... haha FUN.um eating. lake sumhow. n piggy back. haha i saw my imaginary squirrel buddy... ^_^ he was at in n out eating like sum mini cheeseburger.. he didnt laugh he jus gave me"your hungry look huh". ok end of story becuz i dont remember much of it. oh bloody shot eyes... eww...

| trick | 11:22 PM >>?<< |
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dream?

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ok i dont remember teh setting that well but it was a game inside sjsu?. it was like 10g for whoever can capture the rapist. once u make a guess, if your wrong your out of the game so you have to be dead serious who you think the rapist is. well we had teams at first i was with oliver. but while it was going down we got separated and the last players were me oliver adrienne and kim (san jose). somehow the rapist got kim and oliver. then it was me and adrienne. then the rapist was like saying shit in my head "im going to get her" "you kno u cant protect her, IM EVERYWERE".... then.. adrienne disappeared. but i would hear her cry and all that... so it drove me over the edge...some how i found a bat i think in one of the classrooms. n i hunted for the rapist. i found him trying to do somethin to adrienne... right there i snapped. its lke adrienne turned around to look at me n she tried to run but he had her at his grip. so there i jus fuckin ran to him n fuckin tackled his ass... i started sockin the shit out of his face then he pushed me off... then after i socked him in the stomach kneed him in his head bashed his head into the windows... i left him a fuckin mess.after that. i had his blood on my hands.. after that happened adrienne ran into me and we hugged each other. come on were scared! after that it was announced me and adrienne were the winners... then i said "Well Adrienne, i guess this proves even though were still friends i truly care for you...". then i woke up.. thinking if i should go wit adrienne to frisko... my reaction to that.. no trick, jus go back to sleep, jus go back to sleep

| trick | 11:50 AM >>?<< |
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this song makes me think

Usher
Separated

Oh no, no, no, no

If love was a bird
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky
We'd be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you

If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold

If love was a sport
We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

Girl I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

EDIT: elementliquidx2: i thought i wuz over her but i wasnt

EDIT2: elementliquidx2: wait I am now


| trick | 12:58 AM >>?<< |
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blah

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interesting... begining i tried going places to buy my stupid hair shit... too find out they didnt have affordable bleach n dye... so adrienne bleached my hair... it came out too drak.. n not even on the sides... its koo itll be good.. while that wuz happenin adrienne had her fun... i felt like i wuz a doll n i wuz her toy... haha n then wen i rinsed it out wit the hose... it wuz cold but felt nice.. but then since adrienne wuz helpin... it looked like i wuz a dog... =X... haha well she had her fun.. i saw her eyes wander too but im not saying anything... then we went off to malibu... i played ddr only cuz i heard that stupid whistle beat frum metro... then to crys... a incident came up but thats forgotten see forgotten um... ya. then crys got stuff n we drove round at tk noodle.. went home n got this long ass hug frum adrienne ^_^...WEEEEEHH.. tomorow must rebleach hair... n dye it blue... oh money probs.. stupid money probs... =\ damn my money probs..

| trick | 12:13 AM >>?<< |
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pain part two

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my tooth hurts like a mother fucker. ya if u were wonderin aj, thats y i always poked at my tooth the whole day... it didnt start hurting till a lil bit before u came.. so blah... today i washed X met up wit adrienne n crys. got crys her necessity... um... bought drinks at red robin then ATE at pho. mmmHmm good shit havent had pho in hella days... so ya.. i chewed on a straw too make the pain go away... oh well... oh ya i got that comment thingy.. sorry adrienne for biting off u .. its jus so cool.. haha ya rite.. i wuz bored

| trick | 11:05 PM >>?<< |
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pain

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stupid dentist i had four cavities... 0_o.. well i wen in got my left side.. done.. i wanted to get all done wit.. but i couldnt open my mouth anymore.. so i have to come back.. grRrr... haha

| trick | 12:56 PM >>?<< |
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not much TOO interesting

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sorry but frailart.net is down so my banner n pix doesnt show up.. today.. all i did wuz church... eat teriyaki gye.. n look info bout my car... i want an aem cai.. i'd trade my soul for a greddy full cat back exhaust" damn chris it didnt work. why doesnt things on simpsons never work O_o

| trick | 12:00 AM >>?<< |
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street racing

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haha omg.. ok let me explain... within the week baby chris always reved at me by my house... haha at first i thought people were runnin on my street.. like wtf.. my street is way wack! fuckin idiots u kno.. but it wuz chris.. then today i went to johns lan party.. there i reved.. then i reved n reved n soonly the whole party came out!.. then me / baby chris / john paul raced at the tiny lil strip at johns house... too funny man.. we ran bout like ten times... LOL neighbors around n no cops came.. ODD O_o... but im grateful. uh first time i lost... cuz i wuz afraid there wuznt enugh brake room... so it wuz like 1-1... then i raced john... um... 2-1? meeh? haha its all good john.. pure fun.. come on... they're all four door cars! lol... chris found a new interest.. FLAGGING RACES ... ::indeed:: huh chris... after that we jus talked for a long ass time.. johns cammy, my sedaivi, chris' maxine... "Team Our Cars Don't Have to Be Fast Because We're Too Incredibly Good Looking" WOO! i think all i have on my mind is cars n girls... like that sjsu thing next week.. im jus goin cuz.. cars ya n girls HELL YA!... if i can get 8+2 to work out to 10 n not 11 then im koo for college... but yet.. in college i wanna pimp out my car.. n meet chix... thats my goal rite now =D unless a -gyea i kno will change things round =D.. oh the joy of cars n girls...

| trick | 12:03 AM >>?<< |
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woohoo i got my reebok classics.. there comfy as hell.. first size ten that fits me snug ^_^ stupid commercials do infulence... 70.35$ for anyone whos interested

| trick | 2:17 PM >>?<< |
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contraversial tv scams

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ok i noticed within the past few weeks tv has a big influence on me... first was vanilla coke...then jack in the crack.. food!... working out.... n now even shoes... yes the reebok classics look hella nice.. i like em.. n my dad is buyin em tomorow.. lucky me ^_^ i guess its cuz the house remodeling is finally done.. i must admit the house looks better.. lil changes u can barely notice like the ceiling n to no more floor mats on the wooden floor... couch in family room.. jus couch so its not the dining room... tiles on floors.. the stairs the new car... n the bathrooms... the bathrooms r pimp my parents shower is nice... but i think my bathroom looks better.. its like more pimp status.. shower n tub... toilet.. flower painting on top onyx tile n countertop n n silver wit gold trim sink.. odd.. but wen im sitting down unloading all that **stress.. i feel more baller status haha.. enugh wit the bathroom now oh ya.. tv has a big influence on me... stupid tv... oh ya raiders got whoooped serves em rite cuz that stupid game made me miss my daily episodes of f�r�i�e�n�d�s.... "ill be there for you..."

| trick | 1:46 AM >>?<< |
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"Team Our Cars Don't Have to Be Fast Because We're Too Incredibly Good Looking" i like it but i think that the decal would cover the whole car... hahahaha fuckin chris

| trick | 11:30 PM >>?<< |
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"dont cry because its over, smile because it happened".....

because i got the chance to kick it wit you i am smilling

| trick | 2:31 PM >>?<< |
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don't take this shit like i'm insulting you... i care bout u and will always be around if u need me...
do mean this adrienne?... its nice to kno.. n ya all that shit i sed.. it wuz cuz i wuz in a bad mood... i jus took it as a its over... no chance kinda thingy... well u kno.. im here for you too if u ever need to bitch at sumone u can do it too me ^_^... thats wut friends r for rite.. n i never sed i dont need you...its jus hard becuz ull ull only see me as a friend past this... n it will never work... i already know... but i do need u... as a friend? please?

| trick | 2:07 PM >>?<< |
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new everything, huh? u don't need me then. oh yea, jus cuz a certain ethnicity doesn't seem to work out well with you doesn't mean that you need to generalize them. what if i said all "flip" guyz were horny mofos? yea, i've learned that from my experience with them, but that doesn't mean i'll say it bout them cuz i kno it's not tru bout all of them... iono, jus think bout ur ish... oh yea, and an asian dood can get a white chick... examples: two of my cousins and their fiances and my friend and his girl... k, i'm done ranting... don't take this shit like i'm insulting you... i care bout u and will always be around if u need me...

| FLaiR | 10:59 AM >>?<< |
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new format new everything

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ooOoh been watchin P.U.N.K.S sum disney movie wit jessica alba in it... ::drools:: shes so calls of lee... well dont matter she has a NICE ASS fuck.. hit that shit like that... haha my bird is dope.. sl33ps cute as a mofo... OH! she wuz wearin a thong one time... =X.. hahaha gods "LITTLE" gift to men were thongs.. gods gift to cars wuz vtec... hmmin looking forward to this weekend.. should be fun =D joy!

| trick | 10:28 PM >>?<< |
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today im not in a good mood.. slept at four woke up at 830... dentist took hella long.. waited an hour n fifteen mins.. then to find out i have four cavities... WTF I did crest strips... i fuckin brushed my teeth after every meal n shit.. sumtimez jus wen i wuz bored! WUT THE FUCK... so if your name isnt kim...or oliver or tina dont bug me

| trick | 12:48 PM >>?<< |
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man i jus updated this n now i mite have to change it.. maybe not.. ill change it tomorow or sumthin.. well.. now.. i guess theres no need to stay online for hella long.. no need to drive to frisko for a suprise... all n all the most fun ive had this summer is wit adrienne... but like all good things must come to an end... n the bitter words "friendship" has fallen on me yet again! waHOO!(i wuz being sarcastic).... i didnt prove myself wrong.. becuz i knew wut i wuz gettin to.. i knew it wuz gonna happen.n yes it happened.. oh well... it wuz fun while it lasted... now its jus time to.. count down the days until cyberfest... the x0tic laydees bbq... n sjsu same weekend.. wow.. HAHA the magic 8ball wuz rite for once..i asked.. does adrienne still like me n it sed no... then i asked r u shure.. n it sed yes! haha its actually tru for once.. everything else... it lied... im lookin forward to a day... that will make me remember this summer... 11 more days till cyberfest

lesson learned - never wish.. becuz it hurts too much wen wishes dont come true ... // stop going for flip chix

| trick | 2:38 AM >>?<< |
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today.. all i did wuz watch tv.. go to the gym... n sleep... dream... dream dream... becuz dreams r only dreams... theyll never become a reality... the bitter past... two weeks n ill have a brand new start... sjsu... a job... a car... my life aint rite yet.. but maybe in two weeks.. or am i jus getting my hopes all high again like i always do ::slaps head:: ur an idiot trick



| trick | 12:30 AM >>?<< |
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all i did today wuz sleep in church... or daydream same thing... waited for adrienne to go online cuz she wanted to talk.. never happened so im goin to sl33p NITERz

looking forward too
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adrienne comin down to san jo
go to the gym
goin to sac
waking up

| trick | 1:40 AM >>?<< |
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No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I�m with my have no Boo
BoyGirl, you know I�m crazy over you

"all i want is your love..."

| trick | 1:37 AM >>?<< |
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"never make a u turn in life, because if it didnt work before... what would make it work out now?"

"the past is the past.. u live in the present and anticipate the future"

"rather than bickering about the past... cherish the happy memories made... n look forward to the next day"

"never regret... you are alive..."

"how come a white guy can get an asian girl... but an asian guy will never get a white girl"
ITS NOT FUCKIN FAIR

| trick | 9:43 PM >>?<< |
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patrick, your ideal sexual partner is a Type 10

Did you know?

A Type 10 partner is sexually curious, confident with their bedroom skills, and especially involved in the emotional connection they can share with you during sex. To them, sex is an art form.


| trick | 8:16 PM >>?<< |
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What Type of Flirt Are You?



Hey there, slick! We think it's pretty safe to say that you're a Smooth Flirt. You've got all the right moves, and you're confident that your target will appreciate all your winks and smiles. All it takes is the perfect line, right? Maybe so, as long as you deliver it with your charm meter set to "stun." Your flirting style is the perfect mix of body language and pure animal magnetism. With you on their trail, how can your prey possibly hope to get away? Seduction is inevitable. Just make sure not to overdo it. There's something to be said for simple, direct conversation. Your way with words and smooth moves guarantee that you'll hit the bullseye.


| trick | 7:58 PM >>?<< |
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im about to break

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while i wuz sitting in the shower... n waiting for my mom to get home.. i realized... how much life is important.. yet not important...if i had to die... i would do sumthin painless.. shot to head... jump from a building... or the way i would like to die... car accident... if i die.. id like to die wit my car hahahahhaah.... but yet... i jus realized.. im the black sheep of the family.. im the one they are always disappointed wit... the one that always pisses em off.. many times i heard that i wuz a mistake.. becuz the condom broke... im waiting for the kicked out thing again... i lost friends.. i only have a few friends... this summer wuz a waste... hmm rememberin yesterdays flipped episode.. wen that dood wuz pronounced dead n saw how much he affected life... i want to see that... i wanna see how my death would bring attetnion... like the people that say they "care' n theyll always be there... DO THEY MEAN IT? if i did.. would u notice... fuck would U even care? would it be in the news... as a tragedy or sumthin to look as.. "dont be like this guy" kinda news... TRULLY for once.. i wanna be loved... i wanna see who cares for me... see whos telling the truth n who lies... if my parents love me more than thier posessions... if i knew people that would actually cry for me... to see that people care for me... death is a common fear... i dont fear death... yet i anticipate it

Who cares for Patrick Allen Bautista.... ::thats what i want to know::..
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| trick | 1:43 AM >>?<< |
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hows your driving?

Driver Stress Profile Results
Category Rating Score
Anger High 15
Impatience High 18
Competing High 19
Punishing High 11

YOUR TOTAL SCORE is 63 out of a possible 120
damn!



| trick | 2:10 PM >>?<< |
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to adrienne

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late at night when all the world is sleeping
i stay up n think of you
and i wish upon a star
that sumwhere you are
thinkin of me too...
- selena

odd how my sis wuz watchin this once i came home...
but the lyrics is exactly wut i do everynite frum 12-3


| trick | 12:09 AM >>?<< |
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joy.

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whats funner than hitting 95mph down capitol?


telling my lil brother to throw my hazards on =D




| trick | 11:48 PM >>?<< |
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look what i got...

all i did today wuz add about 100 miles to my car... 20 more itll be finally broken in...

| trick | 8:52 PM >>?<< |
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sumone finally signed my book... hahahahah.. im such a looser.... friends is cool.. ross is my hero..

| trick | 10:53 PM >>?<< |
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sign my guestbook!!!... yes im this bored

| trick | 12:33 PM >>?<< |
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nothing

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nothin exciting as yesterday.. if not yesterday is gonna be one of em fav memories of summer... yet wit yesterday happening i had an interesting dream... yet ill keep too myself...summer for meeh is almost over... i hope that stupid eightball didnt lie! oh ya i got my car... black 02 civic ex.. wOo

| trick | 2:24 AM >>?<< |
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FUN!

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wow very interesting day... crys n lilo call me up tellin that theyre near g.a.... at like 2 sumtin... i wuz like whoa.. thats early so i had to rush to get ready... then off i went... found out i only have 20 bucks left in my account.. gasp...n i wuz gonna buy sumthin but the exit wuz to buzy so im like naw... crys bought a pipe... i bought nutin....at valley... we found out were jamba juice keeps their cups... light flickering.. n... hickey (is that how u spell it)... ll inside joke ll... then we raced on top floor.. i think i did doughnuts without the ebrake. except for one.. hehe those r FUN!... then we raced our bitchargs.. only to find out that meeh n crys has like the same frequency so our controllers would control both cars! DOH! then off we go to car swap... i dropped my car at crys... crys picked hers up...n while we were waiting for crys car... lilo kept climbing over meeh... ::shrugs:: I WUZ KOO WIT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D then dropped adriennes n while this happened... lilo lost her voice.. constant yelling... um... abuse... lol.. i wuz afraid i wuz gonna get my ass beat.. cuz i wuz the only person in the car then after we all rolled up in crys car to go to jap town.. first time being there cuz wenever we were supposed to wen we cut... we always missed it... all the kool stores were closed though... n WE SAW ROBIN WILLIAMS... WE SWEAR n it wuznt only us... customers would look at him.. but not distract him... the one cashier guy had this face like O_O... n damn.. the time lilo doesnt have her camera... thats wen we get to see robin williams... my god... but no thats not the end.. not even close...i remember lilo wavin high to like everyone.... hmm... then off we went to daly city to watch cine... but no! sum stupid white chix had to be... movies closed.. no power! fuckin bitch i jus wanted to slap her... n she would say it to everyone.. its koo i guess... but its like.. err... n she wuz rite behind us im like SHUT UP!! ! in my head.. n lilo wuz like fuck u shut up!! so she did it for me.. jus dont kno if the chix heard...OOOOHHH n now the very interesting part... since crys hit the side or sumthin it messed up one of her hubcaps... so time to fix... got the tork wrench... cuz it wuz too "icky" for lilo to get... yet! she did "all" the dirty work... like at first she wuz havin trouble gettin the first lugnut off... n i wuz gonna do it for her... but then she got the hang of it... n she wuz really having fun wit it.. so im like.. let her have her fun... n she wuz gettin sensual wit it... really ... i guess theres sumthin bout screwin nuts...? strong lil girl... she tightened the nut so hard that she wuz rockin the boat car... so ya.. she wuz all dirty n sweaty.. then off too jolliebees.. wOo havent had jolliebees in awhile so i wuz happy... we ate... for TEN MINS... thats wut lilo claims...odd... n during that... fobglish amused us...until. lilo heard a filipino laydee walk behind her.. yet NO ONE wuz there... trippin... n while the nite wuz comin close to an end... oddest part came up... lilo: have u had sex in the car?... interestting... then "forest" "bushes".... then lilo lies within the front seats lookin drunk... her hyperness... is trully... amazing.. she seemed high... rollin... lit... drunk... all in one...amazing.. hehe oh ya... while in the car... lilo wuz like scratchin the back of my head.. n its all short now too so it feels nice.. i love it wen a girl does that! =D other things i forgot to mention... um...wen i remember ill update it.. remind me k lilo?

| trick | 1:03 AM >>?<< |
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hehe... just wondering if u'll notice how i fixed ur blog again. =P jus edit ur pop-up.

| FLaiR | 4:12 AM >>?<< |
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clarity

"if people accept me... then ill accept myself"

| trick | 1:28 AM >>?<< |
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Intuition. Insight. Emotions. Feelings.
Take the quiz.

this proves im element: liquid x

| trick | 11:21 PM >>?<< |
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christina wuz rite.. i have to think

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i cooked steak...suprisingly it wuz good. i washed the dishes... i wuz happy i did my sis' chores?...um... im a very lost confused guy... i kno wut i want... but i kno i cant get it.... time changes things... feelings change feelings stay... i have high hopes... but the lilest thing can destroy my highest hope n send meeh crashin ft under reality... im not sendin it could kill me.. its jus it brings me so low... i would go back to the old me.. wit the drugs n alcohol but i stopped... i figured that didnt do nethin... im afraid... im shielding myself... seeing things i wanna see cuz i dont wanna see the truth... i have a tendency to have high hopes.. still.. i thrive to get the celica... still i ........... i cannot say this in the public blog.... the past comes back... i dont mean for it too... yet... it does... n it trully haunts... how come wen i pray for other people... the prayers come true... but wen it comes to meeh... it never does....

twinkle twinkle lil star... the first star i see tonite
i wish i may
i wish i mite
have the wish i wish tonite
i wish i may
i wish i mite
i wish wit all my heart
that my life finally becomes rite


three things i hate
1. my past
2. how time changes everyting
3. MYSELF

| trick | 9:22 PM >>?<< |
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i slept late n woke up early.. why? i dont kno... last nite i finally accepted it... im going to have to settle for an 02 civic lx... black.. prolly cuz silver... i ono dont look too nice on it... heh.. wut can i do... i cant get what i want so i have to settle for what i can get.... =\ too bad i cant get it today so tomorow i can sport it... well maybe it could happen...

| trick | 12:21 PM >>?<< |
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